I'm complaining

So this weekend ended up being kind of crazy, so crazy that Cory and I don't get to see each other AT ALL. That means we have to go 2 weeks without seeing each other!! I had to work late friday, then pull a double on Saturday, and in between my shifts is right when Cory works, so we don't even get to talk today. It drives me nuts and it makes me cry. There are things to be planned and talked about with the wedding. This really is torture for me, haha. I shouldn't even complain because one of my best friend's husband is in Afghanistan right now and she doesn't get to see him for a year! Plus he's at war!! Cory is just in Idaho Falls working. And I'm complaining about 2 weeks.  Also I am missing Joy's birthday party tonight which I am really sad about, ew.

It's times like these that I am SO excited to move back to Idaho Falls.. but I am so so sad to be leaving Logan. I have so many awesome friends here, and I've had my best and worst times in this city. I am just going t hrough a whirlwind of emotions with this whole relocating my life thing.

Anyways, I need to be strong like Cory. He just does the best he can with whatever situation he is given, most of the time without complaining. Sometimes I feel bad that he has to see me through this storm of emotions, haha. It'll be great.

68 days, yo! (I think)

I am marrying the love of my life in 68 days!!!!! I can't believe it is coming up that fast. I am so so excite but I am also kinda freaking out because there is so much to do! It's okay though, I figure it'll all be worth it ;) 

Anyways I was thinking the other day about how lucky I am to have Cory, I have seriously liked this boy for four years, it almost seems too good to be true. He went with me to meet with our photographer, he went to an antique store with me, he went to go talk to a decorations person with me, he reminds me to send him links to things I want him to look at, he went and registered at bed, bath & beyond with me (his suggestion), he also suggested going we go look at tuxes. Who is this boy? What boy wants to do all those things and actually enjoys it?  Well Cory does!! It cracks me up, but I am more grateful for him than I even know how to say.

I really just love being around him, which means being apart is hard and crappy. We say our goodbye's on Sunday and by Wednesday I am just like, ew.

Wedding plans are well underway! I have my dress, I know what the bridesmaids and groomsmen are wearing. We know what we're doing with centerpieces and refreshments.... hopefully it all will resemble what I'm picture in my head. And if it doesn't then.. that's too bad! It will still be the best day of my life I'm sure.

Sorry this is dull but my brain is pretty much short circuiting all the time now so I can't remember what I even really wanted to blog about!!!  Anyways I really really really really love Cory, even though he doesn't know a lot about Harry Potter.

(WAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is Emily, not me)

(Hopefully this makes you feel better)